Thursday, January 15, 2015

bi-polar hobbyist




This was for an instagram daily challenge.

I guess I am a bi-polar photography hobbyist.  One day I think I will just be done with the whole thing.  It seems pointless, a waste of time, frustrating, heart breaking,and mostly void from who I am these days.  The next day I will feel drawn to an image or idea and think I can't give it up.  I think it's about 80/20.. 80% of the time just done with it.
The blog- I'm not sure what's to be done here.  There seems to be no appeal to this crazy woman's blog.  And, whereas I used to find this a safe place to learn and share what I am learning, the lack of enthusiasm added to other stuff has changed my desire to blog or write at all.  There's not much poetry inside these days.  That's ok.  I still enjoy seeing it in others.  For now, I'm just going to leave the blog hanging here in cyberspace, I guess. From time to time, a picture might be sparked as above.  Pretty amazing-- I was teaching math and managed to get that shot and edit and post in between practice problems. I don't expect I will get many of those unique opportunities though. :)